A letter from Feb 07, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey! How are you doing? I hope you’re doing well. I know that right now, things aren’t so well. Kade ****** himself last week, and I don’t know what to do. I haven’t been able to sleep, I haven’t been able to focus on school or my other friends. I’ve just been rotting away in bed, scrolling through my phone. I want to do other things, but I can’t. I cry every time I’m not distracted. I’m scared and I don’t know what to do. Everything hurts, but I really hope that the pain isn’t as painful in the future. I hope we don’t forget kade. I feel like I’m already forgetting his voice…