A letter from Jan 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, This is what you wrote 2 years ago... 01/25/2022 "A person once told me, even if you are in a bad place mentally helping someone else shows your strength. So I decided before I go...before I get to my breaking point, I will help someone very important to me. They can be saved ...but I can't ...I'm too far gone to save... Goodluck" I'm here to tell you ...**** THAT... save yourself before anyone else. The person you wanted to save left you at your lowest point, they didn't care about you cutting your wrist open. They didn't care if you were dying inside or bleeding on the floor. NEVER let someone do that to you again. SAVE YOURSELF FIRST. **** EVERYONE ELSE. I'm so sorry to my past self for the suffering she endured but if it means anything, I'm in a much better mindset now. We made it through. WE SAVED OURSELVES. I forgive you , you were innocent you just wanted to love BUT... I'll leave you with this "Destroy what destroys you" ...including people. That's what imma do this year. I love you ❤️ Goodluck