A letter from Sep 09, 2023

Dear OlvlMe, how are you doing? the stress getting you? well, you have your friends to comfort you. (just go cry with them) no but really. youre so fkin strong man you can do this. marine, physics, chem, bio, eng, dhiv, isl and math with that DUMB MATH NON CAL PAPER UGHHH. well ill have you know im crying about it back in 9th grade too. remember nazeeha, thanni and rukshana? man theyre HORRIBLE teachers. atleast you have kris sir to help you in tui. if you're not feeling well. always listen to rotten mango and colour in pixel colour ofc. and finish ur homework dumbass. well. you're probably like really really stressed about olvls rn but i promise you from the past that you'll do good. remember to study atleast 3 hours a day 2 months before the exam (u better remember bish bc im sending this to u like right before olvls) and KEEP A **** SCHEDULE. AND FOLLOW IT. and exercise and stuff too. dont keep stuff that make you happy away from you. always do what makes you happy asw dont cut contact w your friends and always go out when you have time. if ur feelin a lil stressed just call misha and talk about how horrible olvls are hahaha and im sure you'll be just fine you even have ihab, dhan menn to help you. you'll do just fine. ill bet my pillow that you're probably in like 4 tuitions rn too with extra class and badminton every single day haha speaking of badminton. have you gotten promoted to junior yet? hope you have bc i am sucking *** in ydp rn. though i have all my friends to help me through it (PLS TELL ME ABDUL COACH DIDNT LEAVE) back to motivation for olvls. U CAN DO THIS BISH. U CAN DO THISSSSS U CAN DO THIS AND BEG MOM TO GET U A CAT BECAYSE THATS THE ONE THING U WISH FOR HOEEEE GO GO GO no but really. please dont give up because i really have faith in you to be able to do this and trust me ill be really REALLY **** ****** DISAPPOINTED IT YOU TELL ME YOUR *** DID NOT FKIN DO IT ILL BE SO MAD AT YOU THROUGH THIS **** LETTER I SWEAR TO GOD GIRL i hope raaya, manha menn theyre still friends with you bc as of now i swear they seem like the best friends every. i love them so much aughhhh. best study motivators n **** too. but anyway yeah you can do this girl. just make urself 5 cups of coffee a day and listen to some minecraft music and some novo amor AND YOU'VE GOT EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL BAE YOU CAN DOOO THIIIISSSS i love u so much from the past. please dont try to do anything dumb and remember you're worth so much more than you think you are. even if you made mistakes in the past, you'll get over it and you're such a good soul. everyone is gonna be so proud of you when you do this ONE LAST TIME. STUDY HARD. ATLEAST 3 HOURS A DAY. EXERCISE FOR ATLEAST 1 HOUR. DONT SKIP TUITIONS. GO TO SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY. KEEP AND MAINTAIN A **** SCHEDULE. I LOVE YOU. YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU. YOUR FAMILY LOVES YOU. YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOU. YOU CAN DO THIS. I HAVE FAITH AND HOPE INSHALLAH WE PASS LOVE YOU SO MUCH XOXO Alya from 9th grade. 2023 :) PS: crying helps ur eyelashes grow. no shame in crying urself to sleep every night babe. xoxoxo